i havent been here for awhile. so much so that i forgot my password. i guess......its been a year. and most of the time im just rambling whatever thoughts i have or i'm just simply bored. i guess its the former cause im too busy for facebook even. :s one part of me feels like its breaking down. i guess. :s so much thoughts stirred up in my head. i don't really know my direction towards resolving it. This is undeniably an awful feeling and somehow.. i think the biggest flaw in me is thinking and caring too much. I told myself, 'this time, i better not end up rambling on my blog'. Here i am again. Maybe if i cared less.. Where did i go wrong. I'm not exactly the sort to feel this way and for the first time i'm having that feeling. and it just taunts me. right now, i'm just feeling like shit. no explanation for it. or rather, i don't feel the need of trying to elaborate. i mean. today i may say 'i care for you' doesn't equate to 'i'll always care for you even tomorrow, the day after and the year after'. im saying, everyone who says they wouldn't leave you, leaves you someday. you just don't know when. i guess, thats something i'm beginning to learn. 
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